I may be the craziest chick you know.
So yesterday I gagged while eating my lunch, felt dizzy when I went to bed and had one boob that had blue veins all over it. And what runs through my brain??? “Gee, maybe there were two embryos and one is still in there!” It was just a little blip and then the rest of my brain gave it the beat down, but seriously…who thinks like that and can still be seen as sane?
I’ve been bleeding at least 5 days with lots of clots and even some cramps and tissue. My beta that was bad to begin with dropped to 9.5 (aka not pregnant) on Wednesday. And yet there is a small part of me that obviously does not deal with the realm of reality.
I obviously need more desserts. I actually had dessert with my breakfast today. That same part of my brain tells me chocolate is a major food group, I’m 20 lbs lighter, smoking hot and a few years younger too.